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02 March 2011 @ 04:53 am
I woke up with a heavy heart. For the past 2 weeks, I've been very emotionally unstable. I didn't don't know what to feel, how to feel. I've never been this confused in my life and I don't like the feeling.

But that nightmare is probably trying to tell me something. I think I have to forget them. No, not the memories. The memories, I'll treasure forever. It's the dreams I need to let go of. All my plans, all my what-ifs and maybe-someday. It's so sad.

I don't think I'll ever be completely over you. It's so hard to face the fucking facts.


24 September 2010 @ 02:23 pm
“I'm scared that, despite the letters you wrote and all the times you've told me, you'll wake up one day and realise that you don't love me anymore. And I'll realise that I loved you all along, even though I promised myself I wouldn't.”
06 September 2010 @ 03:20 pm
you are living in a different universe.

attempting to communicate.

probes are set. lines are clear. sending message across planets.

final barrier.

signal lost.
27 March 2010 @ 11:57 pm
I think....(stop)

we are not ideal for each other. (stop!)

But that doesn't change a thing. :)
07 March 2010 @ 04:04 am

It's like when you release a bunch of different colored balloons from a single hold. They all first fly out together.

But later on they disperse to their own direction, being taken by the wind to find their own path.

It's a sad event indeed.
Current Mood: gloomygloomy
31 December 2009 @ 02:19 am
some people are born stars, like the sun, they shine brightly

but some people are born like the moon.
though they don't shine on their own, they shine brightest during the darkest of nights.
22 December 2009 @ 08:18 am
Even when I close my eyes, reality slaps me on the face. This is so fucking annoying. I can't even sleep now. 
20 December 2009 @ 03:24 am
I didn't lose interest and you still make me fall. 5 mins was all you needed to make me remember that.
16 December 2009 @ 03:03 am
  1. Become a pilot.
  2. Become a ninja grand master.
  3. Play for the Ateneo Blue booters.
  4. Skate in the X-Games.
  5. Beat Pete Sampras' record in Wimbledon.
  6. Play in the World Cup.
  7. Grow taller.
  8. Become a samurai.
  9. Become an astronaut.
  10. Stay a teenager forever.
  11. You.
07 November 2009 @ 11:04 am
life is how you interpret it!

i have a lot of interpretations....

what is life?